Eventually we never "won". Nonetheless we won the objective of making great friends, staying together as a family.
For me, I got what I want. I have always wanted to make "something real". Probably any person who is crazy enough to join engineering shares that same dream. Eventually joining engineering means a tough career, less chance to get an internship, less chance to make big money. I think only those who are the craiziest join engineering.
I ramble. Probably because there are so many things that I want to say after so long. Probably drinking after so many exhausting months of hard work just push my brain to its limit.
I have a list of child-hood dreams that I want to achieve:
1. Have a book published.
2. Have a comic book published.
3. Going to Germany.
4. To become rich like Bill Gates.
5. Build a green city of my own on desert.
I'm sure I have more than 5 childhood dreams. So many times along the way I have forgotten what I want to do. So many times have I been overwhelmed by the work and hand that I forgot what I truly want. Sometimes maybe I have too much doubt on myself, on my ability, on my dreams.
I have crossed number 3 out of the list 2 years ago. I never planned to achieve it at that time, but I just grasped it when the opportunity came.
I almost had number 2 crossed out of the list. I got to have a float built upon my design. I have so many people help me build that. That's all I want. That's my dream comes true.
There are still 3 more left on the list. Number 4 and 5 are so much related.
I hope I by being in CS3216 can make my mind focus more on reaching those dreams.
May be not. But I know I will work my heart out for it.
Engineers are the most romantic. We always believe we can do something no matter what.
"We'll do it all, everything, on our own.
We don't need anything, or anyone."
Serious, I don't need anything or anyone. Just to get my dream, my love.
Someday when I'm sober.
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